:: the same old plot. ::

:: Thursday, November 17, 2005 ::

i'm so bored. i've been mildly nauseous for the past week. this probably means i'm dieing. or revolted by life. if it means one i hope it means them both.
this is disgusting. i need to get out. i need dec 2nd to be tomorrow. i need to take some tums. i need to sleep more. i need to crack my back. i need to get some wool socks. i need to throw up. i need to stop analyzing everything to death. i need to learn how to drive. i need to figure out what class to take next term. i need to stop complaining.
why is everything so heavy.

:: Tamlin 10:55 PM [+] ::
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so apparently ange thinks that all i do on here is complain and be angry. so, for my friend, there will be none of that in this post. therefore it will be extrememly random.

one of the nice things about bussing is recognizing fellow passengers and bus drivers. I see one guy every so often that wears shorts and hawaiian shirts everyday. really awkward ones with bright swirly colors. it makes me happy just seeing him because basically in my head we're best friends. i just think we'd get a long really well. he seems like a fun guy, obviously with a great fashion sense and why wouldn't this red headed, warm blooded, late twenty-something man not want to be my friend? so i'm going to have to work on my introduction. i'm pretty sure 'hey i call you my BFF in my head.' is creepy as hell. too bad. we had such good friend potential.

the other day i spent the afternoon with my second cousins. three little girls, lucy 4, lydia 3, haida 2 months. it was good fun. kids are cute. best part, i was holding the baby against my chest. She started opening and closing her mouth, looking for a little suckling and Lucy starts laughing hysterically and says, "there's no milk in those ones!!" i laughed pretty hard.

another bus story. these spanish guys came on the bus the other day and one sat beside me and started talking with me. he aksed me if i spoke spanish. obviously i do not and i explained that i was half chinese. he was surprised and said, "really? you look like a spanish girl, not a china."

boring post.
(damn you ange campbell, you silenced my muse)

:: Tamlin 9:41 PM [+] ::
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i just watched an oprah show whose premise was, finally hearing the honest truth about men, from men (Jay Leno, Brian McKnight and Rick Reily). What did i learn? let men go to strip clubs, watch porn, have sex without talking or having to cuddle after slash never expecting to cuddle with men unless its followed by sex, let them play golf whenever they like and really, the reason women are unhappy in relationships is because they expect too much from men (basically anything opposed to the above). so, thats awesome.
i don't think anyone really thinks those things. so the only useful thing i really learned was that jay leno's a pretty sweet guy and i wouldn't mind being his wife. so i guess in the end it was a useful hour.

:: Tamlin 4:48 PM [+] ::
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