:: the same old plot. ::

:: Monday, December 13, 2004 ::

i need to get more sleep. i've recently found myself completely unable to stay actively involved in conversation with people. i just can't control when my brain decides to turn off and stop listening and by the time i realize it, we're way too far into the conversation to say anything. i feel like a terrible person but no one has yet said anything so hopefully i am not that obvious. either i am a very good actress (HIGHLY unlikely) or people really are just that used to being ignored.

side note. i don't think people say people's names enough. sometimes i'm startled by my own name said sincerely. it happens so rarely. there's something beautiful in that i think.

OH i almost forgot. I have been waxed and hair free now for over a week. oh the glory of the female form devoid of hairy coarseness. although i now have no reason to smile when looking in the mirror. no matter what the day was like, the sight of my arm pits would have garaunteed a chortle. but alas, i have succombed to self mutilation and rid myself of this joy. this was all for the greater good however, as i'm sure massive loss of appetite would have resulted had I unveiled myself in all my natural fur at the banquets.

your welcome.

:: Tamlin 5:09 PM [+] ::
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