:: the same old plot. ::

:: Tuesday, June 21, 2005 ::

There's something very sketchy about dehydrated won ton.

sometimes i remind myself of a child. little kids that hold their crotches because they have to pee but refuse to do it until you carry them to the toilet, or kids that fall asleep everywhere but maintain that they're not tired. I'm like that a lot. (minus the crotch holding, i can do that with my massive PC's. thanks kegel.). I never seem to want to go to the bathroom. I feel like it's such a waste of time, or like i need to justify it by doing something else while sitting on the toilet, ie cut my nails. and when I'm tired and have nothing to do, i still can rarely bring myself to actually go to bed. This results in meaningless tasks like cleaning my room, organizing assignments from grade two or deciding to rearrnage the furniture in my room at two in the morning and then moving it all back because i don't like the change.

anyway this all relates to nothing. except that my provincials start tomorrow. hallelujah. it's too bad that it feels like amazing is a possibility, but it would be so much easier now to settle for good. and the difference is like $3000 in the long run. i wish i could just know for sure, one way or the other. and not have to bust my ass.

fin

:: Tamlin 1:05 PM [+] ::
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