:: the same old plot. ::

:: Thursday, March 30, 2006 ::

aiya andrew chong....

FOUR JOBS I'VE HAD
1. Cashier at the concession stand at Splashdown
2. Leader at a kids day camp in montreal
3. Babysitter
4. waitress

FOUR MOVIES/SHOWS I'VE BEEN ADDICTED TO:
1. Six Feet Under
2. Sex and the City
3. ER
4. Empire Records

FOUR PLACES I'VE LIVED:
Well considering the house i'm in right now is the 9th house i've lived in in tsawwassen and I;ve had to move every year for the past three years i think i will refrain from arbitrarily picking only 4 addresses.

FOUR COUNTRIES I WOULD LIKE TO VISIT:
1. Italy - to find my muse in venice
2. Greece - the souvlaki
3. India - See where my mom grew up
4. Iceland - the beauty

FOUR POPULAR FALSE ASSUMPTIONS ABOUT ME:
1. I'm Native
2. I'm not shy
3. I shave reguarly (but does anyone still believe that?)
4. I'm a baseball bat

FOUR PEOPLE I LOOK LIKE (according to some people):
1. Pocahontas
2. Michelle Branch
3. Nana Mouskouri
4. Chelsea Charms

FOUR THINGS (I HOPE) TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
1. have my beuof deliver my babies
2. be a lounge singer
3. travel, travel, travel
4. write a book

PEOPLE I TAG NEXT:
no one.

:: Tamlin 9:32 PM [+] ::
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i gotta say i felt pretty rockin at Safeway late on a friday night in sweats, with my mom, buying a mango. definetly my kind of delicious treat.
i need to start writing things down. i feel so stressed out lately but i have no idea why. if i get enough time to sit and think i can usually reason away my anxiety. but until i can visualize all that is strangling my brain, it feels like my only option is hiding in a corner and crying. procratstination begets procrastination.
I dreamt that i hung out with the cast of Saved by the Bell and i was a huge hit. I joined their band and all of Bayside loved me. pretty much the best dream ever, second only to my dream when i skidoo'dwith santa's elves.

:: Tamlin 1:09 AM [+] ::
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Some things i have realized about myself:

• I don't like to touch my nose bone. (no kendra that is not a sexual innuendo)
• I'm involuntarily attracted to men with beards. including dirty tuesday guy on the bus (and by dirty i mean actually unclean)
• I'm brave but i'm chicken shit
• I don't like to call people grandma or grandpa that arent actualy related to me. it makes me feel awkward and then my hands balloon to three times their size and suddenly don't fit anywhere.
• I leave extremely awkward messages on answering machines. (i get nervous)
• I make 'To Do' lists incessantly and then never follow through with any of them
• I think i'm afraid of commitment, of any kind...what color room do you want Tamlin? IDON'TKNOW

but enough about me. how are you?

:: Tamlin 11:54 PM [+] ::
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